You Have Made All The Right Decision ( Self-Reflection )
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I have been very stressful in the last two years, mostly it is because overworried that if I would be a nobody by the age of 30. I am 24 right now and still hardly make $100 per month while many of my friend is making more than $50.000 per month. That is something that you could think about and be stressful, wondering why other people can make such money while I’m stuck.
Waking up in the situation when you are 24 is not a good thing in the webmaster world, because if you think about it most people that is good at making money in the web is in the age of 20′s. In the early 2009 my stress level is so high that I got a strange skin disease that is caused by stress, I just find out that stress could lead to disease like that. And thus for three month I need to relax at home and try not to stress my self.
Tough thing to do when you want to do things fast but you must not do anything at all for three month. At this time I use the time to think about my self and the journey that I have gone through in the last 5 years. What facinate me is that in my life journey I know that I haven’t done anything too wrong, I do what I think best at that time.
If you had watch the movie 17 again where this young teenage choose to marry her girlfriend instead of taking scholarship, in the future this teenager feel his life sucks and wonder what it is like if he were to go back to 17 again. In a twist this teenage go through the same path as before, where he must choose between the scholarship or his girlfriend/wife. In the end he remember that he has made the right choice after all.
Well my life isn’t quite like that but the more or less is the same. I would make many choice the same as I would do, the only thing that I want to change is my gaming habit. I play too much game, I’m not saying that playing game is bad, it is quite good actually because game develop my mind set about things. The problem lies in too much, too much playing is the thing that I want to change.
Learn from my own past, it is good to reassure my self that I am in the right path. Given the option and the choices that I took, I have done the right thing. I know that most of you reader think that you might had choose the wrong decision in the past and you if you go back in the past you want to change it. But you didn’t take the wrong decision, it is the right decision given the option and the choices that you choose in the past.
Rest assured that things that is going on in the past is what define you right now, you are not making all the wrong decision, it is all the right decision. so worried about the present because of the thing you do in the past is irrelevant, the right thing has happened. The only thing you can do is to make better option and choices in the present to make a better future for you.
posted: 09 August 4
under: Healthy life, Self-Improvement